Beloved, You can not get access to the Promise land if you still have the Egypt Mentality or mind set.
Don’t be enslaved by sin, not even guilt. For you have been redeemed with a price. So when it gets tough, get to the cross. That is the receipt that Jesus gave for that Payment. His Resurrection indicates and confirms victory. You are a Royalty, Behave like one.
GOD BLESS YOU!!